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voice

[oralfixations]

Alpha's--in a pack, they help control the betas. I watched Derek one time just growl at Isaac, and immediately knocked him back. Isaac was out for my blood, and Derek just--did something, and got him to back down.

It was...amazing.

We don't have to have one. Scott never really did...and we managed okay, most of the time.

But right now, there are three of us who have never had abilities before...and Erica, who has never been very good at controlling her blood lust. So it's going to be difficult, you know?

[He let out a breath.]

I think I'll be okay, that I've seen enough from Scott before...but seeing is different than doing.

[There is a long silence when Bruce says that, then finally--]

Everyone thinks I'm a horrible person for continuing to hold this grudge. But he makes me see red as a human, it's even worse, now.

[Horrible might be an exaggeration, but it's just...difficult.]

I'm going to try not to but--thanks for understanding. Sometimes you're the only one who does.

voice

[isotopic]

[ Bruce listens with incredible patience, letting Stiles go on as he considers what the younger man says. It hasn't quite dawned on him that there's a way to control your primal urges through someone else, but now that he thinks about it, it makes sense; Betty had been like that for him, and while he wouldn't call her an alpha per se, Bruce could concede to her. ]

You'll be fine then. It's an even match between the two of you at least. [ He doesn't say 'for once', because it doesn't need to be said. ]

I mean, I'm saying this from personal experience and it's not like it's all that applicable, but still.

You're a good kid, Stiles. Really. Despite whatever doubt you have, it's fine in the end.

voice

[oralfixations]

Yeah well--

[He's silent for a bit.]

I try to be. And I'm glad you think so.

voice

[isotopic]

Kinda have to. It's selfish reasons really, but if I don't, then...

[ That's the pessimistic part of Bruce speaking, the part of him that he doesn't want to address. ]

well, it just keeps me distracted, let's put it like that.

voice

[oralfixations]

No, no I get it. [At least Stiles thinks he does.]

I'll be whatever you need. Distraction, goofy sidekick, whatever.

voice

[isotopic]

You've been spending too much time with me if you're that self deprecating.

voice

[oralfixations]

Dude, this is me. I'm a weird version of self-deprecating and over compensating arrogance.

voice

[isotopic]

Careful now, if that you keep that up, you'll walk into radiation testing one day and turn out like me.

voice

[oralfixations]

Well the radiation stuff, and the green guy, aren't so good...but being like you? That isn't such a bad thing.